defineME
wanyi
28th dec 1989
capricorn
nygh, nyav
a JJcian
OG28, 06S07
OG13
06S01
calendar
15 May Chem SPA Trial
16 May Bio SPA, NAPFA
17 May Bro's birthday, NAPFA
18 May Chem test, Soccer semis, Cluster Facilitator Camp
19 May Holiday, Cluster Facilitator Camp, JJ Talentime
20 May HC Dance Night =D
21 May 'It's Showtime!'
22 May Chem SPA, soccer cheering
24 May GP Timed Class Assessment 2, Econs test, A*star Research Institute (IBN) interview
26 May Cluster Camp
27 May Cluster Camp, holidays!
28 May Cluster Camp
31 May Temasek Seminar site visit to Changi naval base [12-5pm]
5 June Chem group revision[12-1.3-pm], Econs talk on airlines industry [1.30pm]
8 June Econs tutorial [1.30-3.30pm]
9 June GP Common Test (P1, P2) [8-11am], GP Content Module Make-up lesson [11.30am-4pm]
12 June Temasek seminar meeting [9am-12pm]
14 June Math revision lecture (optional) [9-11am]
15 June Math revision lecture (optional) [9-11am]
19 June S07 Class Chalet
20 June S07 Class Chalet, Math revision lecture(optional), Econs lecture, It's showtime!
21 June S07 Class Chalet, Chem lecture [8-10am], Bio tutorial [11am-1pm]
22 June Math revision lecture (optional) [8-10am], Chem lecture [10.30am-12.30pm], Bio lecture [1.30-3pm]
23 June Bio lecture [9-11am]
24 June CIP [2-6pm] Cluster F1 BBQ [4pm o.O]
1 July NY funfair
5 July Student Council Investiture Ushering, Temasek Seminar workshop
6 July stupidity day (bryan's birthday) xP, Bio Test
13 July Math test
18 July Chem test
19 July Parent-Teacher Meeting O.O
20 July Bio SPA Skill D
25 July Temasek Seminar Rehearsal, Zhi Xiong's birthday =)
26 July CCA Leaders' Investiture rehearsal, Temasek Seminar
1 Aug MATH COMMON TEST [0815-1115] {Rm 310-311}, ECONS COMMON TEST [1300-1450] {Rm 312-313}
2 Aug CHEM COMMON TEST [0815-1015] [1030-1115] {Hall}
3 Aug BIO COMMON TEST [0815-0915] [0930-1100] {Hall}
8 Aug CCA Leaders' Investiture, National Day celebration, Sports Carnival, JJ LD farewell lunch
10 Aug NYAV sec 4 farewell
11 Aug Leadership Camp
12 Aug Leadership Camp
13 Aug Leadership Camp
16 Aug GP COMMON TEST, EOM submission
19 Aug PD Block opening ushering
10 Oct OP slides submission, hospital appointment
13 Oct JJ Open House
17 Oct =) =)
22 Oct grandma's birthday dinner
23 Oct OGL interview
24 Oct Adel's birthday party
26 Oct Prize Presentation, last day of JC1 o.O
30 Oct Bio lect [8.30-10.30am LT1], Bio tutorial [11am-12.30pm LT2], OP rehearsal [4pm]
31 Oct Math lect [9-11am]
1 Nov Econs tutorial [11am]
6 Nov OP Rehearsal [11.30am]
8 Nov OP Presentation
9 Nov I & R submission
10 Nov Bio tutorial
11 Nov Grandma's birthday celebration, cluster west stuff
13 Nov 6R'01 dinner =)
15 Nov F6 meeting
18 Nov Pre-Yunnan briefing [8.30am LT 3]
20 Nov F6 meeting [10.30am]
21 Nov Hospital appointment [7.10pm]
22 Nov Math lect [8-10am], math tutorial [10.30am-1130am]
23 Nov Math lect [8-10am], f6 meeting, s01 outing =)
25 Nov Pre-Yunnan meeting [10am]
28 Nov-5 Dec Yunnan
7 Dec-12 Dec Thailand
11 Dec OGL meeting
13 Dec-15 Dec NUS Pharmacy Camp
19 Dec jurong medical clinic appointment =(
26 Nov alexandra hospital appointment =(
26 Nov OGL camp
27 Nov OGL camp, grad nite rehearsal
28 Dec yayyyyy, grad nite rehearsal
29 Dec Grad Nite
3 Jan Orientaion '07 admin
4 Jan-6 Jan Orientaion Camp '07
Tuesday, January 16
im experiencing a different kind of sadness now. one tt makes me not wanna care abt anything else at the moment, but to just listen to music n relax. maybe it's a form of submission, maybe im giving up, maybe im just too tired.
i wonder where the submissive side of me has gone to. maybe it's because the ppl around me now r too nice. n i feel like a spoilt brat n selfish bitch sometimes.. wanting too much n showing the super ugly side of myself. sometimes im even shocked at my attitude, how extreme i can get in a split second, n how affected i can be just by a few words. guess i've really overrated myself. n im really tired of all these.. of all the same problems tt keep surfacing over n over again.. of my f-ing attitude tt is always there. n i just cant seem to change.
n i seriously cant cope wif schoolwork now. like for lectures.. econs, math, n bio.. i just cant follow. n i havent even grasped the previous few topics for all these subjects. i really hate bio. but i will have to learn to love it. hai. the timetable now is still so screwed. wif permanent extra econs tut eating into our break.. n bio tut too. having pc at 2.30 n 3.30 in the afternoons r just such turn-offs. not even mentioning the 2 n a half hour chem pract.
plus the stress from cca is killing me too.
on a happier note, ive had a nice afternoon today with the j1 leaders. yeah it was fun because there was mass dance. other than tt, i dun really wanna mention.
plus, i had a super wonderful weekend. the best in ages. studying, cyclin to west coast, singing on the pyramid, singing all the way back.. supper at nite tt was delivered to me in the rain at 11 plus on a bicycle from clementi., eating supper together, more studying, walkin in the drizzle, the wonderful bk meal, playin on the keyboard in giant like little kids n wif little kids, 4 ogls mass dancing at yee le's house wif my beloved campers n singing to our hearts' content till 10 plus at nite. to OG 29 n weiming, thank u.
but i guess there won't be much of tt already. it just shouldnt happen n i wont make it happen.
please dun tell me what to do. n i dun care about what others say. i really just need a short break now. n we should not stay so close anymore. we've been wanting to do tt, haven't we?
n i'll be better. i'll make sure tt all my cca stuff gets into place, n i'll keep my consistency in studying. n im glad tt at least i have support in my cca, tt our seniors r so worried for us n trying really hard to help (shows how terrible we r).. n our members have the right attitude for training too. so yeah.
goodnight.
haunted ;
time;9:57 PM
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